Truths revealed are truths learned

So here it is almost 3 weeks since I have been back from Jamaica, and I have failed to journal since that first week back. It is so easy to fall into the old trap. To ignore what I enjoy to do. Why is that? Why am I so scared to write my thoughts? Is it because of what I may remember? Is it because I actually may be good at it? May even excel? Or maybe God will reveal something to me through my writing. I believe it is the Enemy keeping me comfortable and lazy. Keeping me from a deeper relationship with Christ. And not letting Christ talk to me through my journaling.

Truths revealed are truths learned. A dry pen means a blank page, and no chance for wisdom. Where do these words come from? Are they really from my mind? Am I really doing anything special? Is what I write important to anyone but me? Yes they are. God gave me this mind and this ability and it would be a total lack of respect for him as my creator if I continue to write blank pages. It would be rebellious, a sin. Now that sounds awful prideful and a little sacrosanct. But I feel it is true. And if I feel it, then it is true, to me at least. And if I am created in God's image then I matter and so do my feelings. Right? Yes they do. I matter. What I write matters. What I do matters. As long as it is with a Biblical or Godly viewpoint.