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Friday, February 18, 2005

The Lord speaks to Samuel

My mind keeps returning to this passage I read in my daily devotionals weeks maybe months ago. The passage is 1 Samuel 3:1-15;

1Meanwhile, the boy Samuel was serving the Lord by assisting Eli. Now in those days messages from the Lord were very rare, and visions were quite uncommon.
2 One night Eli, who was almost blind by now, had just gone to bed.
3 The lamp of God had not yet gone out, and Samuel was sleeping in the Tabernacle* near the Ark of God.
4 Suddenly, the Lord called out, "Samuel! Samuel!"
"Yes?" Samuel replied. "What is it?"
5 He jumped up and ran to Eli. "Here I am. What do you need?"
"I didn't call you," Eli replied. "Go on back to bed." So he did.
6 Then the Lord called out again, "Samuel!"
Again Samuel jumped up and ran to Eli. "Here I am," he said. "What do you need?"
"I didn't call you, my son," Eli said. "Go on back to bed."
7 Samuel did not yet know the Lord because he had never had a message from the Lord before. 8 So now the Lord called a third time, and once more Samuel jumped up and ran to Eli. "Here I am," he said. "What do you need?"
Then Eli realized it was the Lord who was calling the boy.
9 So he said to Samuel, "Go and lie down again, and if someone calls again, say, `Yes, Lord, your servant is listening.' " So Samuel went back to bed.
10 And the Lord came and called as before, "Samuel! Samuel!"
And Samuel replied, "Yes, your servant is listening."
11 Then the Lord said to Samuel, "I am about to do a shocking thing in Israel. 12 I am going to carry out all my threats against Eli and his family. 13 I have warned him continually that judgment is coming for his family, because his sons are blaspheming God* and he hasn't disciplined them. 14 So I have vowed that the sins of Eli and his sons will never be forgiven by sacrifices or offerings."
15 Samuel stayed in bed until morning, ......"

There are several things that struck me when I read this passage. First, visions and messages were rare and uncommon. Kind of makes you think things aren't so different today. You hear so many people aggrandize the Biblical past without reading what was written. Even in Samuels day the Lord did not speak to many people.

Second, when he did speak to people, you know what, they didn't always recognize it. I hear lots of believers say they can't hear or are waiting or are not sure. I can so identify with that. I question whether I hear God or if I know what to listen for. And if I do hear God do I react correctly or am I like Samuel and getting up and taking action before I stop, wait and listen for the Voice of God. Mostly, I think I hear him and jump up and go talk to someone else who is not God. Kind of like Samuel.

Third, what to listen for. I so often cloud my thinking with opinions of others, books (not the Bible) or my own perfect expectations. When maybe I just need to lay there in bed say 'Yes, Lord, your servant is listening', Be Silent, and Listen. And not just for one minute. Maybe 5,10 15 minutes or however long it takes. Or maybe I even need to get down on my knees, in silence. Waiting patiently, listening for the still small voice, like Elijah, and not the fire, the earthquake, or the wind. Oh yeah, and maybe I should be prepared for the fact that I might Not exactly like what I hear, he may want to do something shocking in my life, to see how much faith and trust I have in him. How far I will go to follow when he speaks.

Friday, February 11, 2005

It's OK

Hello... Goodbye
sometimes sorry we try,
time and time again
gone but why,
together we are
and alone we might,
one last time
but not quite right,
even as I am and are
I see you, and I can see far,
we are here and now to be
we are here and not all free,
this day like the last
tomorrow, today and in the past
but not until we do outlast,
we won't and don't so there
in and out of consciousness not fair,
I grip,
it slips,
so close
then success
I will not stop
keep going till then,
no surrendering
no saying when,
this life I live
hoping to give,
just one piece of me
so others will see,
that love conquers all
lifts us when we fall,
it's ok to try and not win
to fail is hard for us men,
but there is one we can trust
as we are he accepts us,
all out shortcomings and sins
if we say yes it's us who wins
so who is this man which I discuss
our Lord and savior, Jesus

Not one of my favorites, an old Poem I have revised some and added to today. It's always interesting to go back and look at what I've written over the years. To see where I was and my frame of mind. It can be quite eye opening. I can see the progressive influence of Christ on my life an in my writing. I can see that my writing has gotten increasingly better since I have totally dedicated my life to Him. This is not to brag it is just giving credit to God and to give him all the glory. He has made me a better writer, and for that I am very thankful.