Coming Alive!

Why is it the thing I love to do the most, get the most enjoyment out of, and the most positive feedback is the one I don't get paid for. And I am not complaining, I just find it interesting. Because I would do this full time for free if I didn't have to worry about providing for my family. I love the small groups, the Sunday school and especially the one on one talks. This is where I have the most passion. The kids, the men, the interaction. Being there for someone when they are in need, or just need to talk. To go deeper, below the how are ya's and the weathers great and how bout them Colts! To talk about the things that matter and to find out what really gets them going. Or to just share a struggle or situation I am facing or have faced which may help them. I love it. I come alive. And yes I am even starting to feel comfortable in front of a bunch of men who I feel would be better at facilitating than I am. I just let go and let God take over and I find I do alright. And I must be because every week someone says they appreciate the job I am doing or that I am good. Wow, to see that written down. That I am good at something, it's quite refreshing. I feel I have found my calling. I'm just waiting for it to make sense for me to do it full time.